I'm
14 years old and I'm doing fine at school. In fact, my
school work is better than anyone ever thought it would
be, including me. But recently my parents and I have been
rowing a lot. I've just come back home after being
chucked out of my house for the 4th time. I've been upset
for quite a while now - well, 10 months. You see, on
April 3rd 2005, my best friend committed suicide and
without her I just feel empty. I don't feel like there's
a reason for anything. Only one person knows how I am
coping at the moment and she's across the other side of
the world. I just feel so lonely at the moment and like there's not a point anymore. I have attempted suicide 6 times since February 2005 which isn't right for a 14 year old girl. What's more, my ex-boyfriend who I was in love with for 2 years of my life has just got himself a new girlfriend. I just feel like nobody could ever love me and that nobody would care if I wasn't here. |