I'm 14 years old and I'm doing fine at school. In fact, my school work is better than anyone ever thought it would be, including me. But recently my parents and I have been rowing a lot. I've just come back home after being chucked out of my house for the 4th time. I've been upset for quite a while now - well, 10 months. You see, on April 3rd 2005, my best friend committed suicide and without her I just feel empty. I don't feel like there's a reason for anything. Only one person knows how I am coping at the moment and she's across the other side of the world.

I just feel so lonely at the moment and like there's not a point anymore. I have attempted suicide 6 times since February 2005 which isn't right for a 14 year old girl. What's more, my ex-boyfriend who I was in love with for 2 years of my life has just got himself a new girlfriend. I just feel like nobody could ever love me and that nobody would care if I wasn't here.